I miss my childhood memories. Running here and there, doing silly things, fighting over some silly things and never have to think about anything except, what to play tomorrow and with who I want to spent time tomorrow.

I never thought my life would be like this. I never thought I would be test with something like this. I never thought I will be like this.

Dearie,

the colors are fading,
the sparks are diminished,
to where this leads, I don't have the answer.
I'm scared.
that is for sure.

Love.
me.