pengalaman ramadhan 2013

kadang kadang kita lupa untuk menghargai kesenangan yang kita ada. semalam, diberi peluang untuk bersama sama anak anak yatim dan anak anak miskin dari baling, baru aku sedar, betapa bermaknanya pemberian orang. 

anak anak ini semua dibawa ke Hotel Seri Malaysia Sungai Petani untuk berbuka dan seterusnya, kami membawa anak anak ke Jakel Sungai Petani untuk membeli baju raya. pada mulanya anak anak nih kekok dan malu malu..lama lama, mereka kelihatan sangat gembira. wajah wajah tuh sangat berharga. riak wajah mereka sangat priceless..

pihak Jakel juga memberikan potongan sebanyak 400+ dari jumlah keseluruhan dan pengurus Jakel turut sama memberi duit raya untuk anak anak ini...

semoga mereka terus dimurahkan rezeki. terus diberikan kebahagiaan dan kegembiraan. akak doakan adik adik terus berjaya. 

jatuh

sedang elok berlari.
jatuh.
luka.
menangis mengenang sakit.
tapi bangun semula, cuba berjalan, 
baru mula melangkah tuk berlari, jatuh lagi.
calar.
menangis lagi menahan sakit.
sekarang, harus bangun dan terus berjalan.

:')

trauma

hari ini
genap sebulan dia tak sihat.

trauma
bila aku text
bila aku call
semua tak berjawab.

trauma

breakfast breakfast breakfast

baby bun

sardin

cheese

1. letak sardin dalam roti. 

2. letak cheese.

3. letak dalam pemanggang jenama ikan.

4. biar sampai cheese ala2 cair gitu

sedappppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp!

this is my current favret!

tak manis sgt.

kalau jenama season, manis!

260613

nah!

ambil hati ini

jaga.

simpan.

jangan biar calar.

jangan biar luka.

jangan sampai hancur.

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah. My 'sleeping beauty' fiance is getting better day by day.

He has been warded since 3rd June up till now. And I've been extra worried since then. 

But this weekend, he's been a lot better. He can talk, he can smile, he can hold my hands and he can text me already. yeayyy!

And today, he can sits on his own and drinks right from a cup...he can't drink or eat anything for the past two weeks. He became sooooooooooo weak..but today, he is able to drink and eat...i am a happy fiancee. 

i took the picture when i was with him last weekend, he seems so happy.

Dear sayang, 

Get well soon will you? we got a lottttttttttttttttttttt of things to do. we got a lotttttttttttt of things to plan...i love you. please take good care of yourself. 

Last Monday.

Monday, 3rd June 2013

encik tunang text me saying that he's going to PPUM for his medical report and check up. I wasn't expecting anything because he used to go to HKL for the same matters and he came back just fine.

I was texting him then he didn't reply my text and I thought he was with the doctor so decided not to bother him. But suddenly I feel something is wrong and I called him, his niece answer, she told me he forget to bring his phone, he only bring one phone with him..and I tell myself not to worried. He'll be back.

As I was getting ready for lunch, my phone ring, a new number appear on the screen. His mom called, and.....................


At 9pm, me, my mom and kakak went to KL ASAP. why? because Encik Tunang admitted to PPUM ICU. He is kinda critical. Lungs, kidney, heart are weak. Lungs are infected. Only God knows how I feel.

We arrived in KL around 5am and went straight to PPUM. Waited in the surau for a few minutes then his sister and brother came. They asked the nurse to let me in.

The moment I'm in, I was thinking that I'm dreaming. That is not my encik tunang. That is not him. This is not happening. This won't be real.

To tell the truth, sampai hari ini aku masih macam rasa bermimpi.

Alhamdulillah, dia dah sedar semalam, I called, he tried to talk to me. tapi dia tak dapat bercakap because dalam mulut tu kan ada tiub oksigen yang tolong dia bernafas tuh..

Kakak dia cakap, nanti doc dah nak bukak tiub tuh kalau dia kuat and dah sihat sikit.


To those who read my blog, I merayu kat korang, tolong doakan encik tunang I so that dia kuat, sembuh dan sehat sepenuhnya. Tolong.

SatuHariBulanEnamDuaRibuTigaBelas

the hantaran -food-

thanks to semua yang sponsor hantaran. 

thanks to mama yang beli barang2 n tolong adik buat hantaran.

thanks to naza yang tolong snap pics hantaran.

thanks to mama yang sponsor sejadah n kain pelikat.

thanks to alia for the gorgeous make up.

search fb : makeup by alia

itu encik tunang. 

n cik tunang yang gumok.

the love of my life.

sumber kekuatan.

the reason why I stay strong with all these dugaan.

future-mummy-in-law.

orang yang tau saya menangis dekat ofis.

orang yang teman saya carik tudung.

orang yang bagi pendapat pasal hantaran.

order! order! order!

Tart Princess

kini dibuka untuk tempahan. 

RM1.80 satu. 

ini kata kata first customer.

miahahahahahahaha padahal selama nih dah selalu buat fruit tarts. sebelum nih buat sebab kawan kawan request. kali ni buat sebab orang order. 

fewwiitttt

kejadian awal April.

cakepop! ok comot nak mamps.

well, this is the first trial. 

i'm gonna make moreeeeeeeeeeee of these cuties.

maybe, nanti jadikan ini salah satu dari hantaran..

*winkwink*

11/4/2013

tira-miss-u.

senget benget.

tapi, rasa sedap...

eceh, pujiiii diri sendiri.

10/4/2013

macaroni&cheese 

potato salad

coleslaw

awwwwwwwwww kfc, keni rojes, chep ajiji bole gulung tikar.

ini terpaling sedappp!

11/4/2013

perot lapaar gila petang tuh.

bukak tudung saji, ada ikan talang masin.

nasik sejuk,

decided to make 'nasik goreng ikan masin'

pungpangpungpang kat dapoq.

tadaaa! siap.

serve dengan kepok dan telur mata.

cam kat kedaii uols!

10/4/2013

phewww! bulan3 punya ceritaaa

red velvet 

31/03/2013

(boleh kot buat tuk hantaran sendiri nanti....)

blueberry cheese tart

28/03/2013

fresh fruit tartlets

11/03/2013

phew....earlier this year, I made a list of recipe that I would like to try..well, some of these were not in my list but somehow, I did it!! yeayy to me..

So, fresh fruit tartlets are for my colleagues, gave to them on my birthday. hehehe terbalik pulak, birthday sendiri, tapi pegi bagi kat orang sana sini...

blueberry cheese tart was requested by miss normal a.k.a miss hamidah halim. and she helped me during making the tarts. that was my 1st trial..and it came out great!

and today, made red velvet for mama since she talked about it since she went to a baking demo by a neighbour. so today, i made it for her..

an early post. after a year.

16 march 2012.

I am so nervous.
I thought that I don't belong there.
I thought everyone was so serious that they don't know how to laugh.
I feel so low as everyone already have their masters degree.

16 march 2013

I feel loved.
I feel joy.
I gained weight.
I am having fun.
I am getting matured.
I feel blessed to be surrounded by optimist people and also fun and loving people.
I feel that I belong here.

a year and still counting.

mungkinkah.

ada sinar menanti

disebalik awan mendung

mungkinkah

ada bahagia menanti

disebalik lara dan duka

women and shopping~

Tatkala semua officemate menghadirkan diri ke Waqf Workshop..yang disini asyiklah berangan...surf pohkong...surf tonton.com.my...surf habib....

berangan itu kan percuma~ miahahahahahah

mari kita lihat hasil tuaian hari ini.....

ouhhh darling... gorgeous lah awak!

ini pattern lama..bukan real gold yang 916 tu...

tapi, ini selalu menjadi idaman hati...