que sera sera

ooooooookay.


berbalik dengan entri kat bawah ni,
no no. it is not like i am in desperate need to get married or what.


it just something bothering my mind.maybe i need one confirmation.
i mean. a year. for us to settled down.


i know getting married is never easy. u can't just fall in love and then puff! get married the other four or five months. life after married scares me. 


friends cousins are getting married.getting hooked up with their loved ones.
i am not jealous.it's their gain. mine? maybe soon.maybe later.


well, i was supposed to be with him during his brother solemnization day this coming friday.and it is also gonna be my first time meeting his mother and father. so i think, yeah, why not. i'm okay with all the stuff of getting-to-know the in-laws thing.


and so, when we were on the phone, he never mention any of the getting-to-know thing. so that's why i was wondering, is he serious???is he just giving me hope??


darn it!i never gonna asked about that thing again. whatever will be will be.


que sera sera.