i hate goodbye.

16 november 2010

a date to remember. the date where i lost a friend. a companion. a sister.

i won't take it as goodbye.
but i just can't accept the fact that we will no longer see each other like we used to.

she left me, "smalllittlesomething".
i read it in the car before we had our last lunch date together.
i cried on the spot.
i know i promise Encik ChentaHati not to cry anymore. but i hates goodbye.

we had lunch together. we laughed...we fight with each other.

suddenly, its the end of our fightlaughday together.

i told myself not to cry. i force myself to smile.
but, soon after we hugs each other. the tears fall down my cheeks.
i don't have words to tell though i know i have plenty to tell her.

she cried. and i cried.


dear shaakiroh.

i love you.
though i know we are far apart. i will always be here.
you can count on me on any matters.
i enjoy my days with you.
i enjoy our journey..alorsetar-kualalumpur-putrajaya-segamat-klang
my days won't be the same without you.
you and your longkangness colored my life.
i tend to forget how sad i am when i spent time with you and the rest of our gang.
lets not end the relationship.
you take care okeh.
remember us.
we love you.
hugs'n'kisses