i don't have any reason to smile.

has been a long time since i write a new entry, but today, i do feel like i need to write something. there's a feeling deep inside urging to get out.

mula2 rasa sangat kecewa bila cuti seminggu yang dipohon kena reject bulat2 oleh "SIRAM"....sepanjang perjalanan balek kami memaki hamun dia.

tapi, bila difikirkan, encik is masih didarat semasa convo nanti. hati sedikit terubat.

tapi.........tadi, encik is cakap, esok dia kena balik BP. sabtu, isnin n selasa ada kerja dengan lawyer dan court.

makna kata, dia xde la mase sy convo nanti.

jujur saya katakan, hati sy sangat sedih. sy masih boleh terima andai dia tak dapat datang sebab sedang belayar.

entah la..x patot sy jadi selfish kan?