baby come back...

i miss him

he's been busy.
so busy lately.
these few days there are only one or two sms from him.
few phone calls.
T_______T

i don't know what is he up to lately.
when i asked him..
"busy wat ape?"
he told me
"ade la keje sket"
i asked
"keje ape?"
and he answers
"keje la..xkn nk gtaw awak sume ape saye buat."
*silent*

honestly, i'm hurt.
it feels like i am nothing to him so why should he told me everything.
i am not trying to control his life.
i am only wanted to know.
since then,
i never asked the same question.

and this morning,
i text him.
telling him what happen.
but he never replied.
T____T
sad.
i am not a crybaby.
but when it comes to things that involved life and death.
i think he should show some concern.

seriously, i feel like he doesn't care.

if you read this entry,
i only wish that you would show me that you care.
we rarely meet,
sms and phone calls are the only things that make us closer.
bukan niat nk control hidup awak.
cuma nak tahu.
jangan sampai bila orang tanya saya pasal awak
saya tade jawapan tu.
"berat sangat ke permintaan saya?"

T___________T


p/s:
I LOVE U.