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nah!

ambil hati ini

jaga.

simpan.

jangan biar calar.

jangan biar luka.

jangan sampai hancur.

Alhamdulillah

Alhamdulillah. My 'sleeping beauty' fiance is getting better day by day.

He has been warded since 3rd June up till now. And I've been extra worried since then. 

But this weekend, he's been a lot better. He can talk, he can smile, he can hold my hands and he can text me already. yeayyy!

And today, he can sits on his own and drinks right from a cup...he can't drink or eat anything for the past two weeks. He became sooooooooooo weak..but today, he is able to drink and eat...i am a happy fiancee. 

i took the picture when i was with him last weekend, he seems so happy.

Dear sayang, 

Get well soon will you? we got a lottttttttttttttttttttt of things to do. we got a lotttttttttttt of things to plan...i love you. please take good care of yourself. 

Last Monday.

Monday, 3rd June 2013

encik tunang text me saying that he's going to PPUM for his medical report and check up. I wasn't expecting anything because he used to go to HKL for the same matters and he came back just fine.

I was texting him then he didn't reply my text and I thought he was with the doctor so decided not to bother him. But suddenly I feel something is wrong and I called him, his niece answer, she told me he forget to bring his phone, he only bring one phone with him..and I tell myself not to worried. He'll be back.

As I was getting ready for lunch, my phone ring, a new number appear on the screen. His mom called, and.....................


At 9pm, me, my mom and kakak went to KL ASAP. why? because Encik Tunang admitted to PPUM ICU. He is kinda critical. Lungs, kidney, heart are weak. Lungs are infected. Only God knows how I feel.

We arrived in KL around 5am and went straight to PPUM. Waited in the surau for a few minutes then his sister and brother came. They asked the nurse to let me in.

The moment I'm in, I was thinking that I'm dreaming. That is not my encik tunang. That is not him. This is not happening. This won't be real.

To tell the truth, sampai hari ini aku masih macam rasa bermimpi.

Alhamdulillah, dia dah sedar semalam, I called, he tried to talk to me. tapi dia tak dapat bercakap because dalam mulut tu kan ada tiub oksigen yang tolong dia bernafas tuh..

Kakak dia cakap, nanti doc dah nak bukak tiub tuh kalau dia kuat and dah sihat sikit.


To those who read my blog, I merayu kat korang, tolong doakan encik tunang I so that dia kuat, sembuh dan sehat sepenuhnya. Tolong.

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itu encik tunang. 

n cik tunang yang gumok.

the love of my life.

sumber kekuatan.

the reason why I stay strong with all these dugaan.

future-mummy-in-law.

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